Copeland was awesome!!! I'm hooked!  Thanks boys for that one.  Otherwise, new friends are awesome: JAMIE!! 

But all-in-all, things are just wierd. It's so hard to fight yourself.  I mean, when you want something, and then take a step back, and see it for what is truely is...perception is amazing.  but then, how can you help but think: what happens now? What if it wasn't supposed to happen like that?  I won't be able to take it back!

All I can really do is trust.  I'm not sure what I'm trusting, but I'll trust in something. I don't have any doubt that God with work things out...I'm just nervous about the way he plans to work things out.  All in due time...but dangit!!! I never prayed for patience!!!

Sometimes, just when you think you've got it all under control, God looks down, and says...HAHAHAHAHAHA...that's what you think!  This week has been absolutely CRAZY.  I mean, my job is janked around...I don't know what's going to happen there.  Luckily, my friends are awesome! I don't know...just a wierd week. But I've gotten a few things worked out in my mind, so things are definately looking up.  Oh...And I love UF...esp the baseball team!!  hahaha.  GOOOO GATORS!

Oh...and I'm going with the boys to see COPELAND! YEAY!

Until Next Time...

I usually don't write here unless something's gone wrong, or been stuck in my head.  However, today, I FINALLY took a minute to be still and look around. Everything I've been struggling with...or fighting...or controlling...or WHATEVER...is letting me up for air. I'm not saying they're over, b/c I'm a nutcase, and if devilboy feels he can break into me again, believe me, he'll try.  All I can really do is rest for a minute and thank God for the break he's given me.  Definately a mountain riser...not quite top...but riser.  :) that's the technical term. 

Other than that, things are good.  We won our last tourney! YEAY!! But now, we're in the off-season and we're going to 4days a week workouts. BOO...but I heard a good quote: Champions do what they hate to get what they want! So, i guess this is just "part of the grind".

Tomorrow's Halloween! Look for me...I'll be dressed like a HOT female MAVERICK!!! Top Gun all the way!!  But really, be safe, and check for razor blades! :)

~Until Next Time~

Today's just been one of those days...It started out amazing...for no particular reason.  Class was class...golf was great until the last hole...bygons.  Night class was a waste of time. I really think I got dumber.  I met some new cool people...SETH! (well, i actually met you a few days ago..but i did see you today...and the lipring looks HOT!!!)  You rock! I heart you!  Brad came up to hang out at work for a little bit...just to get out of studying.  oh well...could be worse.

Other than that, I'm going to take this time to say...WTF!?  I really don't know anything about anything anymore.  I don't know what I'm supposed to do on this stupid earth.  Why even waste my time here? I mean, really? Why are any of us here? To fulfill a purpose that none of us ever are really aware of? We can look back and say..."oh, that's why that happened." or "oh! I'm glad that happened to me b/c then I can do this..." but what good does that do anyone for the future? 

Whatever...I'm going to Tennessee to freeze my butt off this weekend...at a tourney that we realistically should win...not like anyone cares about that around here. but it sounds good and it gets me out of class! Woot-wooo!!!!!  Holla!

I hope everyone who reads this has a great day too! I mean, why should I be the only one to have a good day?!

You know...I'm going to take a moment to vent. I'm really freaking tired of stupid people who are too childish to open their beady little eyes and look the hell around. This is COLLEGE PEOPLE!!! Grow the hell up!  

Okay, I almost feel better.  There's nothing that I abhor more than stupid, close-minded people.  I can deal with the ignorant...b/c they can be educated! It's the inconsiderate, immature stupid ones that I just don't deal well with.

Moving along...I took part one of the two part midterm today...I think I aced it...yeay for grades!  I did my schedule the other day....graduation date: July!!!!! Double Yeay! Oh, and just to make me laugh...I got the shanks at practice....and if you don't know what they are....it's not life threatening...but it's really not good either! lol.

Two weeks until our next/last golf tourney this fall! We go to Tennessee! But I was informed the other day that I currently hold the record for the lowest posted score at a tournament for the Lady Braves...even if we've only had one tourney in the history of the school! LOLOLOL!!! I crack myself up sometimes!

Well, I guess that's about all. I'm beat.  I'm going to need some TLC after this week's over...Midterms SUCK!!!

Until next time....carpe diem!